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Picture of the Day: Colorful Night Scene of Clarke Quay

Met up Adrian and Kimmy for dinner, at Singapore Flyer Popeye's since Adrian never tried it before. As always, every time we meet, it's always full of chat, crap, laughter and just life-talk whenever it's about time to go home. After that, since Kimmy needed to go work already, the two of us went somewhere nearby and chill around before going home, so I took some pictures to share. . .

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Inner Esplanade, Singapore's Durian

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Close Up on Singapore Flyer

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Popeye's @ Flyer

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Connecting Bridge between Fullerton Hotel and Victoria Concert Hall

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Close Up on the Bridge

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Random Tall building shot

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Shop Houses near Boat Quay

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Fullerton Hotel, one of the two 6 star Hotels in Singapore

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Ahh, there's Adrian trying to cover something?

So, i'm left with just this final 72 hours of Civilian life, i guess i'm ready to start my new path in life. Something every Singaporean male have to go through someday somehow, while many are very against the idea of National Service, i'm prepared to go through it already! Maybe the army life might just suit my style of living, who knows?

However, there is some part deep within me that is feeling so terrible and sucky. Things didn't get any better when i mixed up some of the gathering dates, and now there are some that are cramped up so closely that i'm not too sure if i can make it for all of them in time. But just went i thought i re-arranged it nicely again, Murphy's law just always happen. And if you don't know what is it, it's just simply means "Shit always happens!"

For once, i actually decided to wait for 2 full hours at the train platform while waiting for the rest to come, but in the end it was getting so late and i wasn't really in the mood to meet up after waiting for so long, i finally decided to leave and head home first. I'm sure we will have a chance to meet up again, someday. What's worse is i received a msg of my phone bill exceeding the limit, first time in my life I actually reached the 1000 mark of messages, something that didn't happen before.

At that moment, my mood dropped even more, cause it's not the exceeding part that's important, it's that for once i really couldn't come out with a reply on how to make payment. For the past few weeks after several incidences, I've been cash-strapped ever since. To be able to survive so far without actually working for the last 12 months, even i myself don't know whether it's considered a good or bad news. Moreover, I think i'm going to be a credit-slave if i don't do anything about it soon. Just the thought of that, i was reminded of the past which definitely didn't make any better.

I'm sure that money isn't everything in life, but without it you're nothing! Life is just so realistic that no matter what, you need some still. Though i'm going to be receiving taxpayer money soon, at least for now it should solve my financial crisis. When i was sitting at the circle line for the 10x time in the last 4 days, the first person that came to my mind was you, but somehow i don't know how to type or say it out, so i didn't in the end.

To summarize how shitty i feel, just when i reached my station and just as i was trying to tap out, i was actually refused exit. So as i proceeded to control station, that guy asked what did i do so long inside without coming out?! I was thinking I'm actually wasting time inside cause... den forget it, just paid the penalty and went home.

Alright, that's alot of grumbling so hopefully only the faithful readers will actually go ready=) and to reward you, i shall just post up three pictures of Circle Line i took!!

PS: It's actually nothing grand la, just wanted to make it sound grand=)

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On the way to the train platform

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That's Serangoon Circle Line station with the train zooming past

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The only 6 stations available at the moment

I realized it's best to be around when you need someone, just someone there with you when you needed most would suffice. While I almost no longer can do that for at least the next 3 months, maybe i shouldn't worry too much! After all, there isn't much i can do about it anyways. At the end of the walk home, enjoying that breeze for 5 minutes, and a much taken aback hug. I don't know how to react at that point in time, somehow i thought i felt your unhappiness flowing over, yet it will just be kept within you. At least for now.

I should only had like one final Friday back with you, so every second now spent with you is bonus given by God. Praise God for his greatness!

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A final picture: Professional Photographer taking reflection

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