Kingdom Of Castle Peak

Tonight yes tonight will be the night where my final result will be out, my final gpa score, the fruit of my 3 years time in polytechnic. Actually there isn't much to be looking out for, since it almost a definite graduation, so it's more of a getting a better score or at least maintaining my current score that i have over the 5 semesters in 3 years.

Just completed a 8 days hard labor stint, which consisted 3 days of graduation showcase, 4 days of IT Fair 1 sport days with the graduation showcase committee so currently resting at home trying to write an entry out before going out later.

Although i brought my camera every other day at the graduation showcase, but it's either i was too busy to remember that i actually brought it, or i was too lazy to take pictures. Either way, there were a lot of them posted on facebook, so maybe i will just take some and upload it up later in the next entry. Overall, I will say that the whole graduation committee did a very good job, so hopefully everyone enjoyed themselves in the last, short 3 days we DDM had as a whole since year 1. Would really like to take this post and tell everyone that was involved in the show, whether comm members or not, for all their patience and enthusiasm about the showcase. Maybe i will also just extend my thanks to my mum and sister for coming all the way up there for my showcase after a tired day's work! Hope you have an idea of what i'm doing in school for the past 3 years in a clearer view!

Immediately after that, the next very morning i had to go back to the gallery to help out in the logistics team in the clearing up and getting it ready back to school. Once most of the stuff were taken care off, i went off to the Suntec IT Show to work for another 9 hours or so. Working in this IT Show meant the first time working in an IT Show. Well, the experience was quite good overall, besides more tired legs due to the long standing hours, but at least i got to know more people outside my comfort circle, not many though as most of them working with me are mostly my friends that i already known. Even my partner at work for the first days was my fellow schoolmate studying in the same course as me. Not sure if i will still work for another one, it will really depends on the situation and whether am i really in need of that? Though i know most of the tricks that will happen in the show, but somehow at least after this working experience, i learn many more tricks and how most companies will use IT show as a platform to attract consumers for some cheap and "good" deals, while they will be able to prepare for the next showcase of their latest products once the consumer clear most of their 'unwanted' stock! Well, since they didn't point a gun to get them to buy, so as long as you're the willing party, you can't blame this realistic world you're living in.

Since I have this blogging mood today, so i guess i will type a more lengthy post than expected.

DMIT CLUB was my one and only CCA that i had in my 3 years poly life. All of my memories, good and bad of my polytechnic life, majority came from this place. This special place that still holds an important place in my heart. Although I'm officially 'retired' from club duties after my final event, this special place that used to be my 2nd home with many others, now it seems like a junk room where it's filled with junks or people that doesn't have any high regard about club at all. Although i'm graduating this year, my only hope besides graduating with pride, i will also hope to leave with a peace of mind that the club is doing well. I gave up many things for the club before, so although i know I have already let go, i just hope everyone and everything inside the club will go on for a long long time.

What's next in my life. . . .
is it finding a full time job for the next 3 months? . . .
is it finally getting over you? . . .
is it gaining back the superiority i used to have . . .
is it getting a new life, with a new style? . . .
is it finding a new special someone to spend my life with. . .
is it going to commandos the only option left? . . .
is it getting my life back!? . . .

this list goes on so much that i'm quite tired about it. I know i should be doing something, yet i just can't find this energy in me. I used to think that i'm stronger than what i am now. Look at me, I'm so wrong. . . Everything seems wrong after that day, that very hour, that minute, where that energy in me disappeared!